Feel like i spend no time with kyler bug...
i feel like a horrible parent.. But the craft show is coming up and im not ready, and really i guess i should think of this as a full time job.. Being crafty and all= but what about my kid, shouldnt she have full time attention? Shes ten months old for gods sake.
what about her? and when the new baby comes? what about her? I cannot just push her over to the side. i cannot get her out of the way becuz mommys too tired to play with you- its not her fault..
Its mine.
and no offense to new baby, but if i would have been able to have my way- the new baby would have a set of adoptive parents already.
We were in no position to even think about keeping another baby- its bad enough we didnt have enough money to feed ourselves, and got our electricity turned off, and evicted out of our apartment.. Which wouldnt have happened, had i not let an old friend talk me into moving and splitting the rent, then having her bail. and leave me to pay all the bills on a more expensive place.
no- none of it would have happened.. and he would still be here, kyler would know her dad...
and i would have more time in the day-
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